damn, it's about time i get myself out of the damn house. thanks diane :] my girlllll. i should def start gettin back in the scene. i miss it dammmn much. tonight was a good night ;] got to see familiar faces which made me happy :] made new friends, though i totally forgot all their names. omg so srry. haha. but i DO remember there were alot of people to stare at, if you know what i mean ;] dammmmn. especially this one dude. mmhm. i never wanted to leave, too bad i did though.
shit, right when things start to get fun someone goes on and ruins my every bit of fun. i know he don't even have the right to do this but he goes on and does! and i guess its my fault too cause i let him do that. i mean, it feels like everytime i try to go out and have my fun -- he goes and finds countless ways to ruin my every ounce of fun. Seriously. im so sick and tired of his bullshit and im finally tryin to rethink my situation with him. all i want to do is have fun, and i cant do that when im with him.
i want this to be over.
why can't he understand that, and me MATURE about it?
fuck, he's 20 and he still acts too damn immature. and im so disgusted and sick of having to "babysit"
i know im better than that, and i deserve so much better.
though, i find it so hard to get away from him cause he keeps tryin and tryin. "/
what do i do?
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Hiyah babe. I just read ur blog. Seems like he's tryna run your life. I know its hard to say no... But sometimes u just can't let a guy ruin ur life so easily. Its because we give in to quickly. Then we realize how stupid we are to even do so... But its totally ur OWN decision naw da meen?! I know u guys on n off but even wen ur off u like have fun n wen ur on its harder to have fun cuz more lockdown. He just gotta realize uget life too. Treat him da way he treat u too. Make him stay home. Wen he go out..call him up da ass n make him go home hah ruin his night too. Hehehe
Love yah apple baby
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